"I get lonely almost as quickly as I get sick of people."
AND finals are coming, i have to apply for scholarships. how is one person supposed to deal with ALL of this at once?
i hate the month of december. it brings nothing but stress.
i have to eat, my phone bill is due, my car insurance is due at the end of the month, i have to buy christmas gifts. all the while my paycheck this week for the past two weeks was $160. idk how I’m supposed to do all of this. if my mom would get a job and go grocery shopping instead of being lazy then that’d make life slightly easier. but i’m drowning right now and i have no one.
i miss having a best friend to hangout with every day. someone to get my mind off of things and make me feel better. i miss that so much.
it’s not fair. my parents always yell at me for spending money on food. but my mom lets the house get entirely fucking empty so there’s nothing to eat. so i have to spend money on food for work and what not. so when my paycheck is gone by the end of the week and they’re yelling at me i’m ready to kill myself.